"Practice makes perfect." We've all heard it. Many of us have said it. But what a damned lie it is! And what assumptions that damned lie makes!
That there is "perfect", first off, and that once you've reached it, you've reached
"Practice makes perfect" also contains many implicit questions. But it answers not one of them. Questions such as: If I get to 'perfect', what then? Where's the next? Am I just supposed to stay perfect once I've achieved it? Is this perfection static, final? And, once I have made it to perfect, do I have to keep practicing to stay there, or not?
I much prefer the truth: practice makes practice.
This elegant, accurate, precise maxim is not original to me. And whenever I use a
After this particular class, Susan and I were discussing some poses neither of us had been able to come close to executing that day, among them, for me, Crow; I couldn't even get one foot off the ground.
And Susan said, "It was an off day for me, too, I couldn't even do Tree without standing next to a wall for balance. But, as my old yoga teacher used to say, 'practice makes practice.' "
Like a stone thrown in a pond, I watched the ripples of this statement, delivered so offhandedly, spread out and out into my understanding. I'm still watching. I'm still understanding.
This statement comes up often in my internal, eternal dialogue with myself (you know, the conversation within, in which all of us engage in constantly). Time after time, in activity after activity.
For instance: When I just don't want to work out or go on a walk but do anyway, sometimes turning out to enjoy it midway through, sometimes resenting every step or bicep curl, but almost always feeling glad I have done it afterward: I find myself thinking "practice makes practice."
For instance: When I procrastinate about writing, finally start writing, find writing that day like bicycling through hot tar, am sure that what I've written is flat,

hungry, OH-I've-been-waiting-for-this plunge, quickly losing all sense of self, time, or evaluation in the act itself...Only to repeat the whole cycle on the next writing project...
Again, considering this, I find myself thinking "Well, you know, CD, you're never done, you're never there, it's practice makes practice." (Our pond, pictured above, photographed by David R. Koff: been spending a lot of time in it, this exceptionally hot July of 2010).
For instance: When I feel anxious --- about the perennial sense of not-enough-time, the sometimes-sense of not-enough-money, and the brand-new and at times exceptionally ugly dispute that is looming between my brother and myself about my 95-year-old mother's care --- I think, first, "Why is it, that since I know anxiety is part of the process, and is an unhelpful emotion, that I'm still so affected by it? Why haven't I learned to accept it and just not get too wrapped up in it?"
And then I think, second, "Knowing how it works doesn't exempt you from it." (After all, just because you're an electrician doesn't mean you dont have a fuse occasionally blow. Just because you're a plumber doesn't exempt your pipes from freezing if the winter's cold enough).
And then, third, I think, "Oh. Right. Practice! I just get to practice what it's like to hang out with anxiety some more, not worry about getting over it. Feel it, but don't let it run the show. Use it. Practice. Practice makes practice."
I often think of this, too, when in conversation with others.
When my friend M., pregnant with her first child, said to me, "I just don't know if I'm ready to have a child," I said. "Honey, I don't think anyone's ever ready for anything big. Not beforehand. Doing it makes you ready. Being a parent is the only thing that really teaches you how to be a parent."
This is advice I have more or less given for years when anyone tells me they don't feel ready to get married, study in a foreign country, read their writing aloud to others, or quit their job as a dental hygienist and become a landscape artist.
Because I deeply believe that doing something is what teaches you how to do it.
I'm not saying you shouldn't take classes, read books, develop business plans, talk to others who've done whatever it is you want to do but feel unready for --- I'm just saying, if that's all you do, if you wait till you feel fully ready to do it, you probably never will. (Left, cellist Pablo Casals, another great practice devotee, who we'll meet below)
And if you do feel fully ready, well, I think in most cases you are probably the proverbial apple cart. Get ready (not that it's possible to get ready) to be knocked over.
And being knocked over teaches you how to be knocked over - and how to get up again, paradigm altered. Practice makes practice.
I knew, pretty quickly, that "practice makes practice," which was teaching me so much, would be incorporated into my work as a teacher (for instance, in the Fearless Writing workshops I teach; and of course it became a cornerstone of Build Your Writing Practice).
So naturally I had to find out to whom to attribute it.
The next time I ran into Susan was on a cold day several months later, outside the Saxtons River Village Market.
I was coming out, with two containers of Liberte Yogurt in an environmentally-correct canvas sack. She, holding her two canvas sacks, was about to go in. The first snowflakes of the season flew. We greeted each other. I said to her, quickly, because it was cold, "Hey, Susan, I've been wondering about something, and I was hoping you could clear it up for me."
She said, "Yes?", drawing her black coat around her a little more closely.
"You remember that thing you told me about practice, after Sandy's yoga class back in, oh, it must have been August, September?"
She looked at me blankly. "Hunh?" she said.
"You know, that thing you told me your previous yoga teacher told you. About how 'practice makes practice' ? "
She said, "I'm sorry, Crescent, I don't remember this at all."
"Well, what was the name of your old yoga teacher?"
She said, shaking her head, "I'm really sorry, but I have no idea what you're talking about. And I've taken yoga with a lot of different people. "
I said, "Well, thank you anyway." We said our goodbyes. She went into the market and I went back down the bricked ramp to my car. Perplexed: I knew she had said that to me.
I'd first met Susan at the home of my neighbor Peter; they were intermittent friends. I asked him for light-shedding. "Oh," he said, with a dismissive flutter of the hand, "her memory has a tendency to come and go."
So, dear person, whoever you are, who told Susan "practice makes practice," and dear Susan, who, though you've forgotten it, passed this on to me, thank you.
Or maybe I should shortcut all this and just say, "Thanks, Universe. I needed that. Much appreciated."
Here is what the great Polish-born pianist Arthur Rubenstein
(pictured left) said
about practice.""\When I don't practice for a day, I know. When I don't practice for two days, the orchestra knows. When I don't practice for three days, the world knows."
And here is what another great Polish-born musician, harpsichordist Wanda Landowska (pictured at the top of this post) said on the subject: "I never practice, I always play."
And when the New York Times asked the equally
great Spanish-born cellist Pablo Casals (also pictured above) why, at age 93, he continued to practice three hours a day, here's what he said: "I'm beginning to notice some
improvement."
The great American-born trumpeter Wynton Marsalis also had a lot to say about practice. In fact, he wrote an article about it (very trumpet-playing specific) back in 1987, early in his career. But as time went on, in interview after interview he continued to allude to the importance of practice. He later refined his views into 12 rules for practice. He stated and restated them many times, in many different ways (as you might expect from a master improviser). Here are my Wynton favorites, cobbled together from several of his iterations:
- Focus while practicing.
- Relax. Practice slowly. Take your time. You can't be in a hurry if you're going to get better.
- Practice things you can't do. Don't rehearse your instincts.
- Don’t try to impress those that can hear you practicing.
- Always give maximum expression; invest yourself, participate. Don’t hold back.(Did you find Wanda Landowska's statement cryptic? I think Wynton is saying exactly the same thing here)
Do writers practice, too? If so, how? Any why do we rarely hear about it?
What is the difference between "practicing" writing and writing? Is there a difference?
Why do we assume that musicians of course need practice --- we expect that a person who picks up the violin for the first time will produce squeals and squawks, not concertos --- but seem, unconsciously, to believe that those who want to write (especially if the 'those' happens to include ourselves) ought to be able to more or less nail it the first time out?
Does this have any relation to why we never hear about "musician's block"?
I think I have some provisional answers to all these questions.
And (with 50 published books to my credit and God knows how many unpublished ones, having worked with and known hundreds of writers, both as colleagues and as students) I know I can tell you with some authority about some of the ways various writing practices look, even when they're not called practices by their practitioners.
But that will have to wait for a few weeks, say, till the end of July.
Because this concludes my own writing practice for today.
Thank you for this post. I hungrily wait for your blog as reading your words is always an inspiring activity for me, making me dive more deeply into my own writing practice.
Thank you for that.
Posted by: Kim | July 11, 2010 at 09:15 AM
Thank you for this post. It's precisely what I needed to ready. Today.
Please practice...or play...again on this topic. Your leaps of logic and bits of magic always make my day.
Posted by: Jerri | July 11, 2010 at 10:35 AM
You know, sometimes you are just READY to hear a message that the Universe has for you. This post feels like that to me. I have an index card on my desk that says, "Practice makes practice," and it reminds me every time that this whole life business is pretty messy and that all I can do is practice life by doing my best every day. I really like the idea of using your Wynton favorites as a primer for asking myself if I'm doing my best. Unlike this abstract concept of one's personal best, questions about focus, relaxation, and practicing things that I don't do well--those questions can be answered. And sometimes when one of those things is missing, it explains a lot about why the day's efforts don't seem like they are working.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, Crescent. You are a gem. xo, Rose-Anne
Posted by: Lifeloveandfood24.blogspot.com | July 11, 2010 at 02:55 PM
Ah, Rose-Anne ... I was so happy to learn this had spoken to you. I wrote it on a day when I should have been packing to travel out of town (teaching) but felt drawn to do it (in my mind, of course, it was longer and more complex, but I settled for Part One-ing). And better for HAVING done it! Of course - the point of practice. Listen, my friend --- all our lives are messy because life IS messy. If I am a gem, I am one that is still rolling and tumbling in the lapidary machine...xxxooo cd
Posted by: Crescent | July 17, 2010 at 10:39 AM
Dearest Kim, I am honored that you hungrily wait for my posts and find meaning and use from them. I often write them mentally (the way all of us do much writing, more than on paper / screen) but love when time opens up, or I open up to, WRITE-write them. I suppose thats one of the challenges for me, because I also write for a living (to say nothing of eldercare responsibilities, partnership w/ DK, garden, fitness, etc) .. but it gives me such satisfaction to order thoughts and ideas in form as, lately, I seem to be able to do most readily on the blog. That readers like you get something from it --- really excellent icing on an already good cake. (Thinking of the chocolate-raspberry cake some friends served me recently in Tulsa...)
Posted by: Crescent Dragonwagon | July 17, 2010 at 10:52 AM
Jerri, I definitely plan to practice/play more on this --- it is so close to the mysteries of what I actively, daily engage in and with. Thank you for letting me know my leaps of logic work --- of course Im never sure they do , but as W.S. Merwin said in the poem Berryman, If you have to be sure dont write. Hey, hows the grant coming?
Posted by: Crescent Dragonwagon | July 17, 2010 at 10:58 AM
The thing I have learned through long practice at my writing (writing every day whether I need to or not!) is that each new poem, each new picture book, each new short story, graphic novel, novel, essay, nonfiction books--hell even each new speech-- is a learning experience. I may carry over some stuff I have learned from doing this before, but there are alway new things that I'd never come up against, always difficult word choices, sentences that slip away like a fish in the hand, plots that unwind before you can wind them up, and characters--like wayward teenagers--who will not listen to reason or sense and do what they want to do and you just hope they will live through the end of the book.
So "practice makes practice," whoever said it first, is perfect. At least for me.
Thanks Cres--
xxxJane
Posted by: janeyolen | July 21, 2010 at 12:26 PM
Yes, Jane! Exactly! You are so right - every single time its new, and the carry-over is minimal compared to the way each piece insists on wanting to be written. You are so welcome --- I am honored and so pleased that this spoke to you. xxoo cd
Posted by: Crescent Dragonwagon | July 21, 2010 at 12:45 PM
HOly cow-- "musician's black" oooops, that woudl be blOck.... (not blog...) What an insight!! Because of your acronyms practice, i don't face writier's block -- who can get blocked when you have a letter sitting htere daring you to not think of soem word that you almost immedailty assocaite with the letter adn the theme! Actually, I don't relaly 'get " writer's block - in both teh senses of 'get.' I don't have it, thank you God, and i dont' quite/really understnad it cause i love to write adn for some reason don't expereince black. Someitms i worry that i am arrogant to think that i don't get it. There's jsut to mcuH to write aBOUT!
Posted by: Judith jaaaane | July 28, 2010 at 03:12 PM
The grant will be announced on the 30th, Crescent. If I'm lucky enough to receive it, I'll jump and scream for five minutes and then register for Fearless. Immediately.
I do so hope to see you soon.
Posted by: Jerri | July 28, 2010 at 11:44 PM
Got my fingers crossed for you, babe! (And for all of us --- I know you will add so much to this group, which is shaping up SO interestingly!)
Posted by: Crescent Dragonwagon | July 28, 2010 at 11:46 PM
Hi! I'm a fan of your cookbooks - The Passionate Vegetarian in a favorite, and I'm sure The Cornbread Gospels, which is on the way, will be as well - and am thrilled to see that you have a blog. I'm looking forward to reading past and future posts.
Posted by: Margie | September 17, 2010 at 12:56 PM
Our feet are standing in your gates, O Jerusalem.
Posted by: Retro Air Jordans | December 17, 2010 at 02:25 AM
Practice writing, I like that! New to blogging, I don't consider myself anything close to a writer but the sheer pleasure of sharing my thoughts is too compelling not to follow. After reading over your blog, I have new inspiration and I think you've dislodged some things in my senior brain...a good thing cause it was stuck in pause mode! I've always loved you for your cookbooks, now I know why I love you!
Posted by: Joycee | January 02, 2011 at 11:45 AM
Loved this writing! : )
A healthy dose of reality.
Thankful to be reminded of, how practice is living, not just achieving.
Posted by: Monakart | March 30, 2011 at 05:17 PM
Thanks, Mona... So believe this. A blog update in a couple days.
Posted by: Crescent Dragonwagon | March 30, 2011 at 10:49 PM
Coucou! et bien oui, la robe (pas trop) courte+collants opaques/leggings: le meilleur! confortable a souhait et classe… en choisissant les bonnes robes… Pour ce qui est de montrer ou pas le ventre, la question ne se posera plus vers le 6e ou 7e mois… impossible de le cacher, et tant mieux! on te laisse la place dans le metro/bus (en general), on te ragarde avec un sourire tendre (euh, les femmes, surtout!)… La grossesse c’est du haut et du bas, parfois ça va, parfois moins (les hormones!), mais l’energie que te renvoient les personnes qui te croisent et te regardent en general est tres belle… souris, relax…
continue bien… et plein de bonne energie!
Posted by: g-star pull | November 04, 2011 at 04:00 AM